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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Whenever you try your hardest and push yourself beyond your limits, ever wondered why you never make it past the final hurdle?.. You might think that maybe "I just didn't try hard enough" or even "HOW the fu*k'in hell did this happen?!" .. Well some things are impossible to explain. That thing is "FATE" . If you did make it , It's fated , If not, Its all fated to be that way. Each of us live different lives, lives that intertwine into one fact that can't be denied. We all want to be different in our own way. Hell if we all wanna be different , then doesn't that make us all the same in the first place?. Such irony is rare and so is fate. We cannot control how its going to go, It just happens. Don't look down thinking fate has brought me here. Fate brought you here for a reason. Maybe you're not meant to make it this time round, so what?.. It just means fate has something stored for you in the future. Fail now and you'll succeed later. Everyone's gotta fail someday. They say that the future is in the eye of the beholder BUT You'll never know what the future holds. Life might take a turn for the worse and when it does, you'll be hoping that it had happen sooner cause the faster it ends, the faster success will come your way (provided you make the effort) .. So get off that couch or bed you're lazing on and think positive. People tell me its easy for you to say but I'll tell them Its easy to say but Its even easier for you to do it. Look around, you sure you wanna be left out? .. Think about it, A moment that will change your life & It's all because of this decision that you're gonna make ...

Anw school was as per normal today. Not sure If Im dreaming but i feel a certain something emerging from within me. Something Im not used to having. Call me crazy but lots of vulgarities seem to be appearing in my mind, coming out at random moments, especially when i get really really upset or angry. never before have i wanted to Punch a certain someone and watch them yell in pain. This feeling of no remorse and utter disgust feels so satisfying... yet wrong.. How can I control it? .. or should i just let it out .. WHICH IS THE REAL ME?! ...

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